Wednesday, June 24, 2009

If only i could tell you

It was another usual day, where a gang of friends went for an outing. It was planned beforehand. He knew the girl would go, but not with him. He hoped that she would ask him to bring her along, yet she did not. He was sad, but there was nothing he could do about it.

Imagine the surprise he got when the girl actually asked him to bring her along, the warmth of joy that filled up his empty heart. In other words, he was a happy boy. Well, at least in that moment of time.

Finally the great day came, and the gang of friends went out to watch a movie. Tickets were bought, but there wasnt exactly a plan as to who is going to sit with who. He hoped, or tried to formulate a plan on how to end up sitting beside her, and concluded that if he walked with her into the cinema, they Might end up sitting together.

Maybe it's just fate, they ended up sitting on opposite ends. Somehow. The only thing he could do was to look at her from far, and to miss her, deeply.

After the movie, the gang of friends went for some food, and they walked. ( Like duhh. lol ) Once again, he tried to think of a way, to not sit too far away from her. But what could he do? While walking, some friends left, and she seemed to be walking alone. His friend nudged him, and whispered 'go on, dont let her walk alone'. He gave his friend a weird look, but thats because he wasn't honest. He wanted to even just walk with her.

Maybe it's just fate, the gang of friends splitted up, leaving the boy and the girl, sitting alone at the table, waiting. He was happy.

He looked at her, deep in her eyes...
He was hoping for an answer, maybe he could find them in her eyes. But what could he see? Her deep love for him? No. He could see that they're not empty, but he has no idea what they're filled with. Because he, dont know her. Or rather, he just dont know enough to know what to see in her. Her deepest and darkest secrets, that he, will not know. But still, he was contended that he could be alone with her for a while, which he had wished for quite some time.

It was time to leave.

Maybe it's just fate, but the girl is following her friend home, not him.

After the farewells, he turned and left. As he walked away, he was sad. After another few steps, he couldn't take it anymore, and turned behind and take one last look at the girl, before he left...

Only to see that the girl was already behind him.

He looked into her pretty eyes, as he felt a wave of love rushing out of him, trying to reach the girl. She took his hand, and said :

' Fetch me back, alright? '

' Of course, ' was all he replied. There wasn't a need to say anything more, as he was sure that she knows how he feels. And off they went...

Maybe it was fate, but the guy lives in a real world, and fantasy never comes true.

As he turned behind him, he stared into a sea of people, and the girl was no where to be seen. He could only walk away, and miss the girl, who would live inside him, but never with him..

If only I could tell you that I love you..
But there's no happy endings.






How's the story?

1 Comments:

Blogger Ethanol said...

If I know the name then very good la.
I think I know who lolz.

June 30, 2009 at 9:09 PM  

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