Uk

Now that i'm in UK, what do i want?

It's quite a big change for me, and at the same time, it's pretty much the same.

When i'm in primary, for all 6 years, teachers always put me around 8 girls. to prevent me from talking.

In yamaha music class, all the guys dropped out except 1, me

i went to MBS, but never had a proper gang of friends until form 5. still, i'm not close to anyone from high school. my friends were xiao yan and kai wei, whom are girls.

in xueji, i dont really fit into guy gangs, coz they're just too weird. thus, girls again.

in college, i had my 1st actual guy friend, the emo edward. but the rest of my closer friends are girls. Dota gang excluded. ok la Jun yow also. since i know he will read this o.O

but now, in uni,

my course is 90% guys

my corridors is all guys

my tutor group is all guys.

my entire life is is based around guys.

heck, i really have a difficult time fitting in. they dont exclude me, but i just cant go crazy as i used to be

do i miss the old days? maybe. i'm not exactly sure myself

till now, i have yet to attend more than 2 social events, or drank more than 5 ml of alcohol. what am i turning into?

i was warned by a friend of mine that i should carry a condom around, just in case.

my 1st thought was, there's not a single girl in my life here, so is the wall going to rape me?

i really want a gender mix in my life. or i'll be losing my mind.

in uk,

take away football, u kill the boys

take away lollipop, u kill the girls

take away beer, u kill both

Cheers

p.s.

this is what friends are meant to be like

Me : Hello

: How's china

Eds: Hey

: her friend says that i have no chance