Loves lolx

This is an official apology to all the girls i met in college =)

Few days ago, i was discussing with my friend about girls, and for some reason i made a list of all the girls i've said 'i like you' before during college. and mehh. the number IS scary lolx. i guess i wasnt as serious as i thought i was :| serves me right for not getting a proper one =)

dont ask me for the number, or who is involved. no way i'm saying lol.

however, if i plot them into a graph, i'll get something like that

where origin is Jan 2008, peak is around august - oct 2008, end is may 2009

y axis is the number lolx.

well, for a reason i've yet to know, i just stopped the entire "flower heart" business since the exams.

but the one good thing i know, is that i stopped. and i stopped for good.

from june till october, i hafta admit i did like someone, but i had always knew that her and I wouldnt work out, so yehh, i never did anything anyway. all i did was being a friend. =)

and since then, under weird circumstances, i met someone else, which i have not stopped liking since.

i know this is different. this will be different. and i know because i WANT it to be different. this time i actually want this to work out, thus i will work for it. and i will wait. i have been waiting anyway lol.

i was gaming Little Fighter 2 when she sent me an IM, and i died in LF2 lolx. her 'hey' and nothing else is more tempting than games hahaha. too bad dota is full screen :D

1 more thing. i am considering playing World of Warcraft. should i? i'm not playing just to have fun, more of because i feel like i might want to work in blizzard in the future.

things have been sucky, previously, but it's great lately. schoolwork is difficult, but at least i'm not the only one facing difficulty. i'm already alot closer to par now =) relationship is great because i found someone to focus on. someone worthy. and she's 100% my type not because she fits me, but because i changed my opinion of what i want for her haha.

ok i'm sounding very cheesy.

cheese out