there's always a moment when you just feel lost.

it feels like a solitary ship, floating in the middle of a massive ocean,

heading nowhere.

the wind blows on the sails,

sometimes strong, sometimes weak

but there you are, not directing the ship in any direction

then one of your sailors shouts "land ahoy!"

but is there really?

could be a mirage? how could you know for sure?

building your courage based on the most fragile thing in the world,

hope,

you gather yourself, and sail towards land.

will you find land?

it slips in and out of vision,

sometimes near, sometimes far.

is it really moving?

or is it just you, that is sometimes moving in the wrong direction?

will you get there?

it's up to you to believe.

i think i see land. thats what my sailor tells me,

and i am trying to move towards it.

i really am.

whats land like?

i fear

i really do.

it's been really long since i last landed.

but i want to.

for you.