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i read this today

明明很不适合的两个人如果真的不小心爱上了，
我不懂会发生什么事
还是趁早弹开
我很少在XX(blog name)分享自己的感情事
毕竟部落格还是公开的

我觉得我对这种事很敏感
而且
自己也觉得没有那个必要有男友
朋友一个一个拍拖
一个一个受伤害
都懂会是很辛苦的
那为什么还要为难自己？
当然 有男朋友你可以拿来炫耀拿来晒
可是也一样会让人烦担心
他有没有偷吃 有没有良心 专不专一
吃得好吗 生活得好吗 到底在做什么啊？
我还是选择不碰

i've been after this girl for quite some time and this is the result i get, after her telling me that she liked me. u dunwan get hurt so it's all right for u to hurt me the way u did? ( this blog entry is jsut an example ) why cant u just tell me straight? instead of leaving it hanging always, AND writing stuff like that behind my back. i'm glad that u reject me now, if this is the real u. since you are think i'm not ur guy, the same way back, u are not the girl i imagined. i fucking hate backstabbers. 我平身最討厭的人，就是這種沒有勇氣面對自己的事情，而選擇逃避的人。

but still, cant believe i'm still loving you so much. why are u doing this to me? making me and letting me love u then tear me apart? do u know that thing u did to me had happened like not long ago? u had just torn the fresh wounds deeper, and deeper. u care not of my feelings, as if i'm dung to u. still, hy, i love you. i'll be waiting for u reply.