Despair

Since last sunday, i was so looking forward to thurday, which is today. on monday and tuesday nights, i couldnt even sleep, and when i finally slept, i dreamt all about thurday. but well, law of replusion teaches u that when u desire something really much, u'll never get it. on wednesday night, i recieved this sms saying that the meeting was cancelled. i was stunned. everything that i hoped for, just crashed down on me, all hopes lost. happiness floated away, leaving despair behind. i craved so much to meet you, yet i'll not happen. sigh