Friday, July 25, 2008

Friend

Today when i went to fitness first, i met an old friend. one which i have known since we were in kindergarden. although we shared same kindergarden, primary and secondary, the memories that we had together is hardly any. yet, today, from a few lines that came out from his mouth, i'm proud to say, Lek Khee, you've grown into a man, matured into an adult.
A few weeks back, i met another guy from MBS, named Janson. According to him, the process of maturity is to 'dye your hair', 'wear Prada/Gucci', 'must got difference between how u dress in school and college' and so on. i told him, ' CRAP'. dont u agree? if a person wears branded goods, is he matured? Probably i cant deny that he MIGHT LOOOK matured, but yet again, if one is not matured mentally, i would not consider a person 'matured'.

a man is a man when he looks upon himself as a brand. not depending on what he wears.

this is what my mum told me when i told her about it. it's true isnt it? anyway, what lek khee said today is this :
ricky :i realised dickson, keng gein they'll are very hard to approach. when i say hi to them and try to make a conversation, it always endsup in vain. yet, i will still try.
me : well, then mayb they are people that look down on u u see.. ( trying to comfort him )
ricky : nahh i guess it's my own fault anyway. well look back when i was in form one, when we were in uncle chia's bus. i'll always have a problem with someone isnt it? u, caleb, hong tze, loke juinn, whoever =.= well i guess i was rather bitchy back then
he hui : owh comn,, look who u r talking to. i'm 10 times more bitchy than u back then. ( is bitchy the right term? i know no others =( )
ricky : well, that was the first few years.. then later my results went down the drain, and therefore i mixed with wrong friends and thus, i cant study and so and so. sigh if i only stuck with u might have a so much brighter future. coz, i might have still stuck with norhayati for bm tuition, ( which i now didn even get credit )...
he hui : oh well.. yeah back then ur attitude isnt so nice either u know. look at the marathos we ran in form one. u kept stoppping and i had to motivate u non stop to move forward.
ricky : oh well.. at least now in college i realise my mistake. i'm not going to repeat this again since what i didn had cause me some misfortune. i will strive for the best.

u see the difference between ricky and janson?
to realise your mistake is one thing. to take a step to correct ur mistake is a huge step. but to admit your mistakes in front of your friends, and to change totally requires alot of courage, bravery and determination. yes, that is the difference between a schookid and a matured college man. for that, i'll wish ricky with my best regards, for a brighter tomorrow. GO RICKY!

Friday, July 18, 2008

Ache

i'm aching all over. physically and mentally.
i started gym like last sunday, and had been going everyday =.= sad part is i'm totally not built so i'm in a pretty bad shape. blargh. working out had been using some of my 'never been used before' muscles, so yeah. u get the idea
applications for uni's are coming up. i took a look at many people's cv's WOW. it's so full. mine is going to be so bloody empty. i've never joined any society, uniform body, clubs, or whatever crap. OUCH
any ideas how to improve my cv's and personal statement??!!

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Random

no idea what to post lately.
i have facebook now. i sent a request to almost everyone, to those who did not recive, means u r not in my msn list. send me a request then =)