When you step into another person's shoes

Is this ever possible? To actually put yourself into someone elses shoes, and think how they would think? I believe not. How is anyone supposed to know and understand your exact background? Every single memory you have? and besides, not influenced by their own thoughts, and decide solely based on your judgement? But then again, this just proves that every single soul is unique, and will never be the same.

Then again, this defines you. So why should you think like someone else, be someone else, just to please them? Selfish thought, but it is true. If i was asked what i learnt in uni, the 1st thing i'd answer you is to be selfish. Care about yourself, more than you care about anyone else. People in general of course. The perfect model to be a great person would be someone who is outspoken like british, they voice out when they're treated unfairly, they fight for their rights, but at the same time, learn the value of being humble, which chinese overdo-s. Be humble when you voice your thoughts, let your superior speak. And personally, i'd add 1 more thing, which is to learn how to shut up. Learn to ignore idiotic comments, and smile at them instead. oh yeah, this is something i've practiced so much here. I smile at you when i dont like u.

"Hello there," *smile* #undertone = fuck you

Okay i'm way off topic. This is because I cant decide what to talk about.

when you're talking about putting yourself in your girlfriend/family/friend shoes = you mean you actually have to be them, care about their thoughts

when you're talking about putting yourself in your boss's shoes = his ego and i suppose the company's best interest?

it's 2 complete different things.

if there's an actual skill that allows souls to transfer body and transfer back, i would do it. I think it'd open your eyes very much when you look/feel/touch through someone elses sensors. a whole new world =)

point is, people keep comparing themselves to other people, getting jealous of someone else, because of who they are, their achievements. i'd say i myself have fallen victim to such a thought. Comparing, wanting to be someone else. however, it's nice enough to know that the person you care the most about, thinks that you'll always be the best in her eyes. And fee, i thank you for that =)

growing up makes you evil =( fake smiles, fake laughter, fake fake fake fake. ooh how i wish my assignments and exams are all fake too =(

其实自己一个更开心
只等你讲
其实大家早已嫌大家却扮忙
恨有多一点碰撞
仍然无聊事干不敢打搅对方
要是你愿意
诚实讲一趟
彼此都起码觉得释放
不要哭
我也忍得了这些年来的委曲
没法真心爱下去
只好真心真意的结束
别再做情人
做只猫做只狗
不做情人
做只宠物至少可爱迷人
和你不瞅不睬
最终只会成为敌人
沦为旧朋友　是否又称心
没有心　只像闲人
若有空　难道有空可接吻
注定似过路人陌生　你怎么手震
长期被迫恋爱也真的　失恋更惨
长期扮演若无其事般　更困难
是我专登反应慢
明明为时甚晚
牌一早该要摊
再像我伴侣　仍望多一眼
一生都将会记得今晚
这预告发自虔诚内心
对不起
自动分手错愕的你怕会伤感
盲目的我
现在也可转台来贺你新生
和你相交不浅无谓明日会被你憎

:)

being in a relationship actually brought me back alot of memories, feelings that i've never felt in a long time.

is it possible for you to miss someone even when you ARE talking to that person? i dunno. but thats how i feel

it does surprise me how the other person's mood can directly affect your mood. it's scary. does that show that i care?

there's so many questions i feel like asking, but dare not. i feel like i'm quite an attention seeker when it comes to relationships. i need to control. less. control..

meh. i'm not a good boyfriend =.=

thats probably the bottom line to all my questions

if i could i'd go all the way to london this moment. seriously. i love you

me: does that mean you're going to love me depending on situations too?

fee : no you silly :D

this made my day =)

Loves lolx

This is an official apology to all the girls i met in college =)

Few days ago, i was discussing with my friend about girls, and for some reason i made a list of all the girls i've said 'i like you' before during college. and mehh. the number IS scary lolx. i guess i wasnt as serious as i thought i was :| serves me right for not getting a proper one =)

dont ask me for the number, or who is involved. no way i'm saying lol.

however, if i plot them into a graph, i'll get something like that

where origin is Jan 2008, peak is around august - oct 2008, end is may 2009

y axis is the number lolx.

well, for a reason i've yet to know, i just stopped the entire "flower heart" business since the exams.

but the one good thing i know, is that i stopped. and i stopped for good.

from june till october, i hafta admit i did like someone, but i had always knew that her and I wouldnt work out, so yehh, i never did anything anyway. all i did was being a friend. =)

and since then, under weird circumstances, i met someone else, which i have not stopped liking since.

i know this is different. this will be different. and i know because i WANT it to be different. this time i actually want this to work out, thus i will work for it. and i will wait. i have been waiting anyway lol.

i was gaming Little Fighter 2 when she sent me an IM, and i died in LF2 lolx. her 'hey' and nothing else is more tempting than games hahaha. too bad dota is full screen :D

1 more thing. i am considering playing World of Warcraft. should i? i'm not playing just to have fun, more of because i feel like i might want to work in blizzard in the future.

things have been sucky, previously, but it's great lately. schoolwork is difficult, but at least i'm not the only one facing difficulty. i'm already alot closer to par now =) relationship is great because i found someone to focus on. someone worthy. and she's 100% my type not because she fits me, but because i changed my opinion of what i want for her haha.

ok i'm sounding very cheesy.

cheese out

Lol

the day u start believing the word 'Trust' exists, is the day ur doom starts

there's always a moment when you just feel lost.

it feels like a solitary ship, floating in the middle of a massive ocean,

heading nowhere.

the wind blows on the sails,

sometimes strong, sometimes weak

but there you are, not directing the ship in any direction

then one of your sailors shouts "land ahoy!"

but is there really?

could be a mirage? how could you know for sure?

building your courage based on the most fragile thing in the world,

hope,

you gather yourself, and sail towards land.

will you find land?

it slips in and out of vision,

sometimes near, sometimes far.

is it really moving?

or is it just you, that is sometimes moving in the wrong direction?

will you get there?

it's up to you to believe.

i think i see land. thats what my sailor tells me,

and i am trying to move towards it.

i really am.

whats land like?

i fear

i really do.

it's been really long since i last landed.

but i want to.

for you.

Pfft

super bad exam results.

only second class.

due to a tonne of bullshit

今天有个坏的开始，完美的晚上

心动的感觉，真的很开心

argh...

it's first of march.

march, april, may, june, july.

less than half a year before i go home for summer hols.

what have i achieved?

today's song

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me, would you agree?
Its almost that feeling that we've met before so tell me that you dont think Im crazy when I tell your love is here and now.

A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Something so tender I cant explain.
Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share for a moment like this.

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

The speed of waiting love of all.
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell you this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...

Some people search a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.