Now that i'm in UK, what do i want?
It's quite a big change for me, and at the same time, it's pretty much the same.
When i'm in primary, for all 6 years, teachers always put me around 8 girls. to prevent me from talking.
In yamaha music class, all the guys dropped out except 1, me
i went to MBS, but never had a proper gang of friends until form 5. still, i'm not close to anyone from high school. my friends were xiao yan and kai wei, whom are girls.
in xueji, i dont really fit into guy gangs, coz they're just too weird. thus, girls again.
in college, i had my 1st actual guy friend, the emo edward. but the rest of my closer friends are girls. Dota gang excluded. ok la Jun yow also. since i know he will read this o.O
but now, in uni,
my course is 90% guys
my corridors is all guys
my tutor group is all guys.
my entire life is is based around guys.
heck, i really have a difficult time fitting in. they dont exclude me, but i just cant go crazy as i used to be
do i miss the old days? maybe. i'm not exactly sure myself
till now, i have yet to attend more than 2 social events, or drank more than 5 ml of alcohol. what am i turning into?
i was warned by a friend of mine that i should carry a condom around, just in case.
my 1st thought was, there's not a single girl in my life here, so is the wall going to rape me?
i really want a gender mix in my life. or i'll be losing my mind.
in uk,
take away football, u kill the boys
take away lollipop, u kill the girls
take away beer, u kill both
Cheers
p.s.
this is what friends are meant to be like
Me : Hello
: How's china
Eds: Hey
: her friend says that i have no chance
