If only i could tell you

It was another usual day, where a gang of friends went for an outing. It was planned beforehand. He knew the girl would go, but not with him. He hoped that she would ask him to bring her along, yet she did not. He was sad, but there was nothing he could do about it.

Imagine the surprise he got when the girl actually asked him to bring her along, the warmth of joy that filled up his empty heart. In other words, he was a happy boy. Well, at least in that moment of time.

Finally the great day came, and the gang of friends went out to watch a movie. Tickets were bought, but there wasnt exactly a plan as to who is going to sit with who. He hoped, or tried to formulate a plan on how to end up sitting beside her, and concluded that if he walked with her into the cinema, they Might end up sitting together.

Maybe it's just fate, they ended up sitting on opposite ends. Somehow. The only thing he could do was to look at her from far, and to miss her, deeply.

After the movie, the gang of friends went for some food, and they walked. ( Like duhh. lol ) Once again, he tried to think of a way, to not sit too far away from her. But what could he do? While walking, some friends left, and she seemed to be walking alone. His friend nudged him, and whispered 'go on, dont let her walk alone'. He gave his friend a weird look, but thats because he wasn't honest. He wanted to even just walk with her.

Maybe it's just fate, the gang of friends splitted up, leaving the boy and the girl, sitting alone at the table, waiting. He was happy.

He looked at her, deep in her eyes...
He was hoping for an answer, maybe he could find them in her eyes. But what could he see? Her deep love for him? No. He could see that they're not empty, but he has no idea what they're filled with. Because he, dont know her. Or rather, he just dont know enough to know what to see in her. Her deepest and darkest secrets, that he, will not know. But still, he was contended that he could be alone with her for a while, which he had wished for quite some time.

It was time to leave.

Maybe it's just fate, but the girl is following her friend home, not him.

After the farewells, he turned and left. As he walked away, he was sad. After another few steps, he couldn't take it anymore, and turned behind and take one last look at the girl, before he left...

Only to see that the girl was already behind him.

He looked into her pretty eyes, as he felt a wave of love rushing out of him, trying to reach the girl. She took his hand, and said :

' Fetch me back, alright? '

' Of course, ' was all he replied. There wasn't a need to say anything more, as he was sure that she knows how he feels. And off they went...

Maybe it was fate, but the guy lives in a real world, and fantasy never comes true.

As he turned behind him, he stared into a sea of people, and the girl was no where to be seen. He could only walk away, and miss the girl, who would live inside him, but never with him..

If only I could tell you that I love you..
But there's no happy endings.





How's the story?

A few pointers i found out lately

I've learned some stuff about girls lately, interesting stuff that i've never known. Girls, please comment and tell me whether they're true. It's when you're talking to girls, close friends excluded.

1. When talking to girls, dont try too hard to make conversation. It'll only turn the girl off. Instead, just chat randomly.If the girl starts giving u messages like 'lol', 'ok', change the topic, or stop talking. It's better to shut up than to pursue a topic she doesnt want to talk about.

2. Do NOT comment on their pictures, esp when u dont find it nice. When u find it nice, and u find it hard to resist the urge to comment, just let one line fly and thats it. UNLESS that girl herself starts to talk to you about it, shut up. Telling a girl stuff like 'ok that pic is no good at all, what are you doing in it?' e.g. when a girl is trying to act cute and all, u're diggin ur own grave. ESP when she finds it pretty. If u go on ranting about it, i'm pretty sure she wont want to talk to u for quite some time.

3. Sending vibes that u like her too early causes disaster. ( Well, obviously you wouldnt talk to someone you're not familiar with unless u have a urge to right? ) It doesnt turn a girl off, it scares her and once again, she might not talk to you after that. It's always better to be a cool, ( not acting cool ) and hilarious person. It doesnt turn her on, but i think it makes her SLIGHTLY more interested in the convo.

4. Keep the convo short and sweet. Long convo merely bores them. Afterall, u guys dont know each other that long yet right? Coz after a while, they wont know what to talk, and awkward convo leads to no talking. Hmmm.

5. Dont repeat a request too many times, or keep on ranting about it. E.G. say u're asking her to 'dance' with u in an msn convo, if she says no, it's better to say
'awwww.. i'll dance with my teddy baer then *sobs*'
than to ask
'why not? yerrr... dance with me laaaaa'
ranting annoys them.

6. Dont self praise too much. It makes u sound arrogant, and repeated arrogance leads to disgust. Normal is good =)

7. Be nice, but dont be TOO nice. I dont know how to explain this, but i think i'm right by saying that sometimes being evil and mean or even fierce ( okay mayb not fierce ) makes the convo more interesting. A forever nice guy, will just bore them.



I'm not saying that all the above points are true, but thats what I THINK might be true. Please correct me if i'm wrong. Gotta learn =)