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Tagged by Samantha Kong



001. Real Name : Lim He Hui
002. Nickname(s) : HH, H squared, Harry,He he, (alot more. cant remember )
003. Age : Going to be 19
004. Zodiac Sign : Gemini
005. Male or Female : Male
006. Kindergarden : Tadika Grace
007. Elementary School: SJK(C) Taman Connaught
008. Middle/High School : SMK(L) Methodist Jalan Hang Jebat
009. College School : HELP University College
010. Hair colour : Original
011. Long or Short : Short
012. Loud or Quiet : Quite loud? haha
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
014. Phone or Camera : Phone
015. Health Freak : At times
016. Drink or Smoke : Drink. Never Smoke.
017. Do you have a crush on someone : Guess so
018. Eat or Drink : Eat
019. Piercings : No
020. Tattoos : Never
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social
022. First Piercing : Stupid. Didn I just say I dont have piercings
023. First Relationship : 16 Years old
024. First Best Friend : Har Ran
025. First Award : Kindergarden First year. Best in class apparently.
026. First Kiss : Dunno
027. First Pet: No pet
028. First Big Vacation : Cant remember. was quite young
029. First Love at first sight: =.=
030. First Big Birthday : 14. Originally a primary gathering, somehow turned Big

Currently049. Eating : No
050. Drink : Water?
051. Excitement Level : Tired
052. I'm about to : Shut off this stupid tag
053. Listening to : The sounds of my keyboard
054. Plan for today : Nothing
055. Waiting for : A girl
056. Energy Level : 8( i just ate)
057. Thinking of someone: Maybe
058. Want kids? : Yep. The ideal case is a twin girl & boy, and one younger girl
059. Want to get married?: Yup--but on the right time.
060. Careers in mind? : Lazing at home and get windfall everyday

Which is better in the boy/girl you like068. Lips or Eyes? : Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny? : Both
070. Shorter or Taller? : Shorter ( taller than me is just scary. Sandeep Hmph. )
071. Protective or Caring? : Caring
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : Spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Girls shud have both
074. Sensitive or Loud? : A good measure of both
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : The right ones at the right time. (eventually Marriage. so neither )
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : Depends on the situation

Have you ever080. Lost glasses or contacts : Never. Broke got la
081. Ran away from home : Never
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: In games
083. Killed somebody : Too many to count in games
084. Broken someone's heart : Guess i had
085. Been arrested : Nope
087. Cried when someone died : Yes. A very cute story though. Will blog about it next time.

Do you believe in089. Yourself : Yes.
090. Miracles : Miracles = Magic = Things unexplained. So yeah
091. Love at first sight: Yes. Sometimes.
092. Heaven : No
093. Santa Claus : No
094. Tooth Fairy : No
095. Kiss in the first date: Maybe

Truthfully097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : Maybe.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : It's always complicated
099. Do you believe in God? : No
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:

Whoever who reads my blog =.=

Class Joke

This is what happened in our statistics class yesterday.

Ms Au : Why is the world 2009 today?

Class : Silence ~~ ( omg i needle fell on the floor )

Ms Au : It's because long long ago someone started the stopwatch and it've been ticking since, and today's time is based on the time he/she started the stopwatch.

Alex : Which monkey did it huh?

Syn Giap : Jesus Christ.


Woot~

戀人未滿

為什麼只和你能聊一整夜 為什麼才道別才又想見面
在朋友裡面就屬你最特別 總讓我覺得很親很貼

為什麼你在意誰陪我逛街 為什麼你擔心誰對我放電
你說你對我比別人多一些 卻又不說是多哪一些

友達以上　戀人未滿　甜蜜心煩　愉悅混亂　
我們以後　會變怎樣　我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一點點　就讓你牽手　再勇敢一點點　我就跟你走
你還等什麼　時間已經不多　再下去　只好只做朋友

再向前一點點　我就會點頭　再衝動一點點　我就不閃躲
不過三個字　別猶豫這麼久　只要你說出口　你就能擁有我

為什麼你寂寞只想要我陪　為什麼我難過只肯讓你安慰
我們心理面明明都有感覺　為什麼不敢面對

我不相信　都動了感情卻到不了　愛情
那麼貼心卻進不了　心底
你能不能快一點決定　對我說我愛你


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icZFsFJKt7Q

this song just touched me a few days ago..

been practicing 'kiss the rain' by yiruma. i'll probably post a record of me playing once i'm done =)

A lifetime experience

Today's original plan was to go waterfall with Jie Lee, Yi Lin, Claire, Paul and Xiao yan. Thanks to Jie Lee and her Teehee friend, i postponed the trip to next week. Therefore, there's nothing to do today.
Right after physics, me, alex, edward, adrian, ben went to play left 4 dead. Jeng han came and played with us. OoO. then dota'ed. Lost kao kao lolx. then went home.
After that, i'm supposed to meet Ken Yeo, Yi chin, and gang for badminton. Venue, Jalan Pahang, Utar, nearby there. and so we go.
I drove alone along MRR2, while god knows who ken is. he told me a rough direction of where jalan pahang is, so yeah. Many a time i tried asking him where is the place, he said U COME UTAR FIRST. okay.. Whats the name of the place? he gave me the name of the court, and when i asked him what is the name of the area, he just gave me the rough directions again ==
while travelling, i past some certain landmarks and called ken. i saw some places where i THINK is nearby already, ken asked me to go striaght =.= so yeah. All the way from cheras, to zoo negara, to sentul, to WOW Batu caves. smart. overshot, tried to u turn, ended up on a road going to ipoh, thank god i know that place and managed to turn back on to MRR2, this time the opposite direction. When i'm nearing the place, ken called me, and gave me directions. i was focusing on his directions, signboards, and other cars that i didn notice which road i'm on. there's 4 lanes in total. 1st one splitted out, going somewhere.. god knows where. i was on the second inner lane, thinking that it shud be the slowest lane. TaDaa. i ended up on the road to genting. Better still, mother fucking RM5 toll right in front of me.
What happened before wasnt important, it's just an explanation to tell you readers why i pretty much screwed up on a road with no return. And why i'm posting this post today. Right before the toll, there was a long row of big cans splitting the road, spliiting it to and fro. There's a part where there's no cans, allowing U turns. I dont know why, i did not take that u turn, and instead, i went for the toll. Maybe i was afraid to admit that i made a mistake.
After paying Rm5 for the lame shit toll, there's ANOTHER PLace allowing u turn, and yet again, i did not take it. Why? Mayb because i was far left, and dangerous to cut all the way to the right to make that u turn? or mayb i am overconfident, thinking that there will be a proper u turn later down the road. Great. Whats even better, i have RM0.72 left for phone credit. I went on uphill, towards genting. 5, 10, 15 km there wasnt a single place allowing u turn. Then i started thinking, why me, as a human, refused to correct my wrong the instant i realised that i made a mistake? was i too proud of myself that i Must be Proven wrong before i will amend it? Maybe. Price to pay for this little incident is just petrol fuels. but these things happens daily in our daily lifes, and most of us usually take the wrong path, convincing urself that you're right. Whats the point of dragging on the Known mistake, wasting time convincing urself that you are not wrong? Opportunity's to turn back doesnt show up often, but yet, i chose to go on with the mistake, than to turn back immediately.
Lesson, when there's a hint of a mistake, do not waste time rethinking your problem. Solve it first.
eg, grab the first opportunity to make a u turn once i passed the toll. times moves on and the car moves on, once the opportunity passed, there's no turning back. and you'd never know what lies ahead.

I had to go down a further 20++ kilometres, all the way into pahang, when the next u turn shows up. But i was on phone with my dad, discussing how to turn back. and thus wasting the chance to turn back.
Lesson, when you make a mistake, focus on solving it. do not let distractions waste ur opportunities to amend your mistake.

I was still on phone when the third u turn presents itself 500 metres ahead of the 2nd u turn. i put down my phone Immediately, and made that u turn.
Lesson, Everyone makes mistakes. only a fool repeats it.

When one make a mistake, it's good to get frustrated and search for amendments frantically. but do it Logically and keep a cool head. And most importantly, do not give up. A constant reminder of the danger you're in will keep urself calm.

Translated into my situation,
When i passed the toll, i swore alot damn loudly, To release the stress in me. But i kept a cool head, 1st to check how much petrol i have left, and whether my engine is overheating. I keep reminding myself that genting highway has the HIGHEST fatal accidents, and kept my full alert on. after i made that u turn, there's a burnt smell. 1st, i reacted logically and considred what might have caused it, thinking that it was my brake, i immediately slowed down and downshifted gears. When a lorry was moving fast onto me from behind, i reacetd quickly moving on into a different lane.

I'm not saying that i'm good or whatever, but my point of this post is to tell u what i've learnt from my own actions. I merely reacted. Thanks to my good instincts.

I

dont know what to do.

Questions

i need some answers to my life.

things have not been well lately, i hardly seem to care about anything anymore. Too lazy to bother about applications, too lazy to do homework, and whats worse than not caring about someone you're supposed to love?

i realized that i've not posted anything about you before, and thus, it's sad to say that this will be the first post, which isnt very happy.

i wonder,
what have i done?

i used to love,
i used to miss you.
but these are slipping through my fingers,
i'm losing grasp of you.
or rather,
i've loosened my fingers to let you go.
to let you fall out of my grasp.
why?
i need the answer.
an answer which i dont know.
or rather,
afraid to know.

yesterday was weird.
i msn chatted with one girl,
sms'ed another.
that msn changed to sms,
and i sms'ed 2 girls.
when both are done and i'm preparing to sleep,
the third called me.
what can i do?

eddie i finally understand why you cant like jaclyn although you like her.
it's weird when a girl finds you,
and ignores the next day.
it's difficult.

yc. i'm being unfair to you, i know.
buti cant help it.
things are just dry, and the rain refuse to come wet the lands again.

kwi need you.
but i care about your opinion of me too much to tell you all these.
i just cant.

hx i miss you.
i miss the days i used to knock at your door,
i miss the days i fought with you.
is the room next to mine going to stay empty forever?

a wrong choice leads to further wrong choices. what can be done to undo the wrongs?

blargh. this is just sad.

p.s. Huiyee, congrats for getting better. i know you wont be reading this, but i just wanna let you know that doing this like that just worries everyone around you.. think carefully next time okay?